Cinch is back ... under a new name

Hi folks! 

    I'm Balix, or as most would recognize me as Cinch (Original Account). I unfortunately lost access to my original account :(. Thankfully I had a spare. A lot has changed since back then, Im not even sure what updates I provided. My life has been a whirlwind the last year, so I'll just give info for then.

    In 2020, I took a job working with individuals with disabilities, specifically with behavioral issues, including aggression. We were lied to about our individual, and my stubborn self paid dearly for it. I blocked myself from being hit, and had my wrist twisted. Was told there was just bruising. Finally a year after issues, they found a tear. Did PT for months, got pulled from work April 2022 and had surgery. Well, I still had issues and turned out my ulna was too long, so I just had 3mm of my ulna removed on Jan. 18th. Theres no true prognosis if this will work.  

     Due to my work experience, Ive officially been diagnosed with PTSD, and will be owner training a service dog to mitigate my symptoms from that, my anxiety, and depression.

   Currently, I own a rescue terrier mix named Badger and on the 19th, I pick up my SD prospect, a Standard Poodle male. 

    So hi, im going to try to make a comeback. I dont have the ability to do art, but be looking for some collabs - feel free to PM me if interested and know my stuff. 

This is Badger 

This is Xeno (zen-o), my Service Dog prospect. He was chosen the best out of my options by his breeder and his breeder's mentor. He comes home 2/19/

Ah hello!
I don't think we've met?
But welcome back anyways!

And awww both dogs are so lovely!
Joey would just love to play with your little poodle!
If she- wasn't around Bud or Molliey, but she's a sweetheart with a big loveable side!

And Molliey would love to lay down and relax with the other one!
So so cute!

And sorry about everything that happened, I wish you the bestest of luck!
I also read up on PTSD, including watching videos that would or could help..
Not a great thing at all, including service men as well..

So sending you the best of everything!
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥'s!!

welcome back!!
i'm so sorry about your work experience but i hope having a service dog goes well for you and helps manage your symptoms. i also have a standard poodle who just hit a year old in january :) they're a lovely breed, very affectionate and smart. my little guy is a bit of a goof and full of energy too, i wish you luck with yours!

Cinch!! Welcome back ♥
So sorry to hear about what happened D: Injuries are never fun and not to mention PTSD :c Hope you'll start feeling back to normal once you get a service dog ♥ (Those dogs are both adorable btw)

Welcome back! So sorry to hear about your experience with a combative resident! As a former DSP of many years I have hear far too many similar stores, yikes! I hope that you will heal up quickly and fully. 

Your dog is adorable and I hope that everything goes good with your soon to be new edition and that he can help you with your PTSD. 

Welcome back!!! Great to see you again!!
Sending lots of positive vibes your way and hoping your recovery process goes well.

As a registered nurse who's career has included working 6 yrs in acute psychiatry caring for the sickest of the mentally ill, the unstable, the extremely violent at times, patients.. I can certainly empathize with your past experience and I too, have permanent injuries related to altercations and crisis response with violent patients. 

Beautiful doggos!! ...  Remember, take everything one day at a time.. Hoping things will get better for you!

If you need any help to get going.. want some custom foundations?? I can offer you a small custom paint herd.. quarter horse herd to get you up and going... ( no charge for you my dear) .. feel free to message me if you're looking for specific breeds etc. as Im currently letting hundreds of horses die off on my 2 other accounts.. assorted breeds.. lined and foundation.. but happy to send horses your way, if you need some :)

Cinch!!!!!! *hugs tightly*

I've missed you friend!! If you ever need to talk; my inbox is always open! I may not always answer right away; but I wlll eventually get with you!

Hi! Glad to see you back! I remember you from when I first started. I'm sorry you had those experiences and I hope things heal for you physically and mentally. 

Thank you each and everyone of you.

hello there! ♥ i think i remember seeing you around back when i joined EV actually! welcome back ^^

dogs are really amazing when it comes to helping us heal, i wish you the best with them and in recovering from your experiences ♥ it might be harder on some days than others, but keep pushing through!

Welcome back Cinch! ♥ ♥
Definitely remember seeing you around. 
Sorry life’s been rough for ya lately. Here’s hoping it only gets better!
Glad you’re back ♥