I'm Not Okay (Lizzy)

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Don't ask me why.
For personal reasons.


I don't want to get a warning or disabled or something on here.
I just-


I just want to view forums right now.
Just want to.. take my mind off of things.


I am not okay.
But it just means I'm bipolar.


I'm soon gonna go through emotional experience.
So, don't ask me why I made this post.


I just want to keep everyone safe right now.
I don't want to attack anyone.




Okay?
Okay.



I'm gonna leave calmly.
Go somewhere quiet.


And quietly rage out everything I'm soon gonna experience.



-Lizzy



Also my stupid ADHD brain  made think of doing this.
So, its just a random post with the same words I'm thinking.






Now, I'm leaving to go view the forums now.

Bye for now!!

Well Lizzy, I hope you become OK ♡ and if you don't, that's OK too ☆ if you need a distraction I can tell you some good news! My horse had surgery in November and he is finally going to be able to trot and start getting back into work this weekend! Yayy for me! And I hope the forums sooth you ♥ you can chat with me whenever, ( I'm am pretty addicted to EV so I don't think I will be going anywhere) I probably log in everytime I go on my phone so I am available to talk a lottt)
Hope you feel better soon 💕 

Thank you, and, after some time with buying more horses and divisions on here, I finally calmed down. I'm still probably going to be snippy or sassy for quite awhile, just how I am, it is hard to destress when you live in a stressful house that comes after you no matter what.

Not just talking about the pets that my family owns either.. but, anyways, that's good to hear from you! I hope he does get back into things soon!!

I'll probably talk to you in a bit, or when I'm not tired, seems like I took 3 hours to calm down in order to respond to you're reply- huh, usually its a lot shorter due to my temper tantrums and having fun- but yeah..


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♥ ♥

Lizzy, talk to me. I understand. What are you going through? Message me

Alright, I'll message ya.