Please excuse any absences.

I want to apologize for any absences I may take in the near future. 

If I'm not around as much or am taking longer than usual to reply to any messages it is because I have been struggling with some medical issues the past 2 years and the pain seems to be getting worse over the last couple of weeks and it now looks like I will need surgery. I have not decided if I'm going to do the surgery or when I would if I do. It is right now the last option as I have tried many different things over the past 2 years. Anyway, I have a lot on my mind and there have been days where I just don't have it in me to get on EV an play as usual. 

We totally understand here hope your issues get resolved! Sorry your having to go through this!

Hope you feel better soon ♥ ♥ ♥

No need to worry.
It’s more important to take the time you need to take care of your health.
I hope you feel better soon.

I hope you feel better very soon. Take as much time as you need. ♥

We totally understand and we are going to miss you while your away but your health is very important and you need to take care of yourself! I am really sorry to hear that you had to go through that!! I hope you feel better and take as much time away as you need and we will see you when you return! ♥

Thank you guys, I know the surgery will help relieve some pain and prevent other future issues but I am just terrified of surgeries. I had to be given a sedative before 2 of my 3 c-sections because of anxiety attacks. The first planned c-section about 5 minutes before they took me in for surgery I freaked out, took my IV out, and told them I was leaving and left the hospital...had to reschedule for 2 days later...so..yea I am back and forth on whether or not I want to have this surgery or not :/ Just the process of making this decision is very stressful and yea...

Yeah I can barely handle a needle so I understand the fear.  Hope you figure it all out!