Old School Crush!!

By the title, I have a lot to explain.

I met this boy in Middle School, Now I don't want a sound like a creep but I loved him dearly. His name was Kaine, And I thought, "Hey, He seems alright." I didn't tell anybody, Not even my closest friends.
I didn't care that he was different from the rest (He was spEd) but so what? I didn't get why kids disliked him. My best friend thought he was a snob, Many girls did. It made me feel dull so I focused on anything but boys. Some boys liked him, So maybe the girls are just being goody-two-shoes to see how great he really is. * I'm trying to move on now *

This sounds so mushy!!
But I had to get this out of my head (It's been a year)

Middle school is rough. Don't worry about what the other girls think. Get to know your crush. Be his friend. 

I didn't start dating until after highschool when I was 18 lol I was a late bloomer.

But I agree with Mouse, don't worry about what other girls think or say. Girls are AWFUL and play AWFUL mind games in school ;-;

Middle school was awful for me, high School was much better, but I focused on myself and not boys and relationships. When I got to college that's when I starting dating,etc. I agree with what other have said, focus on yourself and making friends, if it's meant to be it'll be.