PRS and HorseGirl PRIVATE RP

Rowan
     Rowan laid down beside her, "Star...it's not just what happened to me that's bothering me.." he said reliving one of his most painful times. The stallion looked at Star, "The men came after the herd 2 years ago. They drove us into a pen, and I got the herd out. Agatha was one of the last to go...but she was caught with a rope before she could escape. I can still hear her yelling at me to leave with the herd, and keep them safe. I did leave, but only to return that night. That's when I saw her...trying to fight against the men as they beat her like they did me. I watched standing there for what seemed like a lifetime as I watched her fall...." he said reliving the event as he shook a bit. After a minute or two he continued, "...Not much longer after that..she was...gone.." he said looking away as his eyes watered, "I did nothing to save her...if I did something she could still be here..." he said loosing it.

Nyx
     "Just go back to sleep little one," she said as she herself soon fell asleep not much later. Though, before she did, Nyx saw her father falling apart, "Oh father, it was not your fault..." she said to herself feeling bad for him. Rowan had been through so much, and Nyx was just a young mare when she lost her mother. The mare did not blame her father, but tried to help him in any way she could. "You've been through so much..." she said looking at him before dozing off to sleep.

Star
     "That must of been hard to watch, I'm sooo sorry dear" she tried to calm the shaking coming from him, cause he was reliving the moment of Agatha death. "I'll never understand what you and sky went through down there, but please tell me when you are feeling down or not like yourself, cause I have been worried about you" she looked him in the eyes, to let him know that she wasn't joking, about her being there for him, and always by his side.
   "Just know you are loved by your family, and your herd mates, never stop being who you are today. Yeah it may seem like you can't imaging yourself getting through this, but we all believe you can get through this, and sky can get through this. And yes, I have been noticing she has been having nighares about the accident, so maybe you guys talked it out, it would help you through the pain, and the gereif" she had Nuzzled him, and laid her head on his back, watching the bright stars light up the night sky.

Sky
    "Mkay sissy" she went back to sleep after that, not really sure what was going on. She wanted to know what was going on with her mommy, and daddy, but she also had to obey her sissy, and go back to sleep like she was told.

Rowan
     "Star..I watched her die....and I did nothing to stop it..." he said falling apart before looking at Star again, "...I thought the same would happen to me..." he said. Rowan sighed, "Everyone has been worried, as they have seen me like this due to what happened. Every day they watched me suffer and grief for the next year...until you came along.." The stallion had felt a little better now that he had finally talked to someone about why he wasn't ok. Though he would never be the same since what happened. 
     Rowan had finally went to sleep later that night to see Agetha in his dream. He could hear her soft voice, "It was not your fault my dear...it was my time...time for me to leave and for you to let me go..." Her voice was as it always was.
     Rowan couldn't help but to run to her in his dream, "It WAS my fault. I stood there and watched what happened instead of doing anything..."
     "It was my time. Whether you like it or not" she said in the dream as her voice faded as well as she did in the dream. Rowan woke up with the sun up with Thunder nudging him wanting him to get up.

Thunder
     Thunder woke up that morning, and tried to get his father to wake up, "Come on Dad. Get up!" he said as Rowan was normally already up and ready for the day. 
     "Alright..I'm up..." he said yawning as he slowly opened his eyes. The stallion looked around to see the herd grazing and up already, It was just a dream he thought with a sigh.

Star
     Star woke up as the sun rose from the east side of the land, making the sun shine right in her face, while her eyes glisten as the sun shone at her. "Good morning Dear" She Nuzzled him gently, as he got from from being woken up by Thunder wanting to something with his dad today. She flicked her her tail back, and forth, creating a bit of a breeze. She looked over to see that her filly sky was still sleeping with her stepsister, which was good. 

Sky
    Sky had a rough night of sleeping, so contuined to sleep thtpugh out the day until she felt like getting up for the day.

Rowan
     Rowan slowly stood up feeling a little better than the day before. "Morning," he said nuzzling her back after he yawned a bit. "Thunder I'd like to spend some time with you today, but I can't. I have to go back down south, and see if the spot Rico found is safe enough for the herd to move back down for the winter.." he said. Maybe I'm just trying to keep myself away from there he thought to himself.
     "Aww but dad.." said the colt unhappy that his father had to go for the day. 
     Rico walked up, "So you ready to go..?" he asked as his tone was different then normal. Rowan never talked to him like he did the night before, so Rico took it easy around Rowan.
     "Should have gone awhile ago, but yes," he said turning as the two stallions walked south. They walked for awhile as they were in no rush.
      "Did you tell the truth to Star..?" asked Rico trying to break the silence.
      Rowan sighed, "Yes...I did..." he said looking at Rico talking to him as he was his friend, "Do you think it's just me that wants to stay away from the south part of the territory..?" he asked looking at the ground.
     "That's not something to ask me, you have to ask yourself that one Rowan. Though all I can say is that you have a lot of bad memories don't there, but you still stayed."

Nyx
     Nyx woke up saying goodbye to Rico, "Be safe," she said before they left. Nyx turned over to Star, "I'm guessing he told you..." she said feeling bad for her father. "He's been through so much...but I'm glad he found someone to help him through it." she said with a smile. The mare looked over at Sky who was still sleeping, "She had some trouble sleeping last night, but I wish there was something I could do to help her..." she said feeling bad.

Star
     "Yeah he did tell me everything, I just feel really bad fpr him, he never gets a break, and I wish he could get a break from it all. Thunder looks sad, because he really wanted to hang out with his father today" she looked over at her filly "what do u team she had trouble sleeping? Like she couldnt sleep? Or was it something else?" She was getting concerned for her young as the time pasted by. 

Sky 
     She finally woke up from her climber, when she found that sissy had left her side. She strechted Jersey body as she got up from the ground. She walked over to her dam, and started to nurse, for some breakfast. "Good morning sissy" as she saw her sissy next to her dam talking about some things.

Nyx
     "Just give him some time to recover and heal. He's just reliving what had happened those few years ago..." she said trying to comfort Star. "I've tried to get him to leave the herd for a little while to get away from the herd, but he never does." she said before looking over at Sky, "I don't know why she had some trouble sleeping, but it may have to do when she was caught. Nonetheless, it's good that she learned a lesson as important as she did now before she got older and it may have been a lot worse." she said remembering when she ran off as a foal once as well. "I guess it runs in the family," she said with a small chuckle as Sky came over to nurse, "Good morning little one."

Rowan
     The two stallions had reached the old grazing grounds after awhile as Rowan stopped short remembering what all had happened there only a couple weeks before. Rico noticed this and stopped as he looked back at Rowan, "You ok?" he asked concerned.
     Rowan shook his head, "Yeah. I just haven't been here since I was caught. Lead the way," he said walking forward past him.
     Rico caught up saying not a word about what happened, "Come on it's this way," he said turning to the right walking in the woods along a path. "Shouldn't be too far now," he said reassuring Rowan.