Hiatus

Well, I guess the title says it all ^^
I decided it's about overdue time that I take a break from everything. Life got hard, and I got hard with it; now I'm breaking, and tbh it currently hurts to be around people or truthfully anything. As for art, I will be working on that too- I'm really sorry it's taken me so long to get around to getting anyone art; I'm a procrastinator... 
I dunno when I'll be back; at this rate honestly it could take me years, but I doubt I'll be gone that long, lol. Although I'm starting to doubt I'll even be around within a month or two. A good solid six months sounds nice to me, but eh, I also love it here and I would hate to be gone for too long. Although if I'm being completely honest, I don't exactly feel like I have a purpose on here anymore. I'm not really selling art, and at this rate I doubt I will. So I guess this could be a good long and solid goodbye, but I don't know. I feel like God's calling me away from things that are hurting me, and lately Ev has been a roller coaster that I just need to let go of. I wish I could say I'm gonna go do something extraordinary with my life. but as of right now I'm purposeless and a little broken. I guess some alone time will either be my fault or my glory but I guess only time will tell. 
I'll be back on at some point to give everyone their art that I have promised. But I can no longer guarantee it'll be soon... sorry about that...
I'll miss y'all and everything. I'll come back on with my final decision to either leave Ev for good, or come back at some point... I dunno I suck at making up my mind, so that decision could take, well, ages. But I wish y'all the best of luck with life both on Ev and outside of Ev. Unfortunately I'll have to admit my leaving is entirely my own fault, and I kinda got myself into a bad position that hurt me, and probably a few people too, and now I'm just... angry? Sad more so, and a little confused and mad at this world. And I feel a little defeated... so ya, the usual. Some prayer would be nice if anyone wants to pray for me... and ya. I have to get like, over the top good grades in some test thingy I have to take in order to get into the school I want to go to next year, so I should probably be focused on that anyway. And then I have to get mentally prepared to spend eight hours in school and around people every. stinking. day. so there's my excuse. It's totally a logical one... I think. 
Anyway, I sidetracked. See y'all at some point, even though that some point may be my last to see y'all. I've had an amazing time on here, and I have a lot to thank you guys for, but I just need to go give myself the quality time I need. Love y'all and I'll see you some day.
♥
-Rainy

Oooy, prayers are with you Rainy. I vill miss you very very much, but if that’s what you need to do, I hope it helps you sort things out with yourself and everything. ♥ 

Thanks Midnight. ♥ I'll miss you a lot too.

Love you  ♥ We'll miss you, but you do whatever you need to and enjoy your break, however long it may be :) ♥

*hugs* I'm sorry, but totally understand, I went though the same on a different site. Will definitely be praying for you and sending best wishes with you!