Sorry... anger rant

I can't explain it fully, so I'll just put it into words that hopefully ya'll should understand. To be completely honest, I feel like a bird in a cage. I want to fly off, but I can't. And I'm being tormented because I can see freedom, but I can't grab it. And I feel like everything I do isn't good enough and I'm sick of it. I want to be good enough, but I just can't be. And because of it I have way too much pressure on me... I wish I could go more into detail, but I shouldn't.

I'm sorry that you are feeling this way. Without some more details it's kinda hard to understand what's going on but I think I do know a little what the situation is. However please do remember that you

Oh Rainy!
I'm so sorry you are feeling like this. Just remember that you are always good enough, even when you're going through tough times. We'll all be here for you if you need us.

I don't know much about your situation, but I can sympathize with the trapped feeling. It's not a fun one to see freedom right there and not being able to grab it. I've always thought of it as i'm like a pig or a cow or something and i'm stuck in a small paddock right by the barn. I can see the horizon but I just can't get over/under/through the fence.

Thanks guys. I'll be fine. Just got a little frustrated at life...
I am trying to talk to my mum and brother more about it so that I can figure it out. It's not like a majors issue I suppose... I guess just doing it for almost six months gets bothersome. I mostly won't talk about it just because my mum doesn't like me to talk about things that could be possibly negative/or down looking on my family which I want to respect.

It sounds like you might be dealing with a bit of cabin fever (which is totally understandable), plus the change of routine from no longer having that gymnastics involvement. I suggest finding another kind of exercise you can do on your own terms, so you can release some of that energy and feel a bit stronger again. Yoga and pilates are both pretty good options for all-around strength and don't require tons of equipment or space, so that might be something to consider. I do yoga very regularly and am more fit now than I ever was before, and I find it helps with mentality too. c:

Oh yeah, I feel that on a regular basis and I totallyyy understand man. I agree with River about the yoga and pilates. Might I suggest, if you have a wii, games like wii fit, sport,sports resort and there's a superr fun mat game outdoor challenge. That last one really puts you through your paces. It's a good way to do activites on your own time.